i believe that falling in love with you might have been the easiest part. even now as you are asleep in my bed and the little monster is reeking havoc all over the living room i am sure. i am sure of you. i am sure of us. for the first time in several years i am sure of the future. i know what i want. i want you.
last night when we were laying on the couch and you were telling me that you had fallen in love with me and you were planning on our life together i tried to be still in my body. to believe you. to trust you. this is what i want. you are what i want.
i didnt expect for any of this to happen and i believe that simplicity is what makes it so good. but there is fear in all this good. there is the fear that maybe we are wrong. and there is so much at risk if we are.
only time will tell what is going to happen with these things and i know that. but i didnt mean to love you. i didnt mean to let you in. feeling close to you is so intense though. knowing you is amazing. loving you is breathtaking. holding you, touching you, kissing you, feeling you put your body against mine - inside of mine....
